SHIBARI
As I could never go on the surface level of things in my life in any kind of field, and cant live half a life, but everything fully and only, I was never satisfied if I didn't go by myself in the deep core of everything I know now.
When it came to Shibari:
I didn't want the nice picture, I didn't want BDSM, I wanted to learn the real purpose of it and experiencing it by myself.
People mistake about what it is truly from the beginning.
It is a deep Meditation that can be extremely healing if you surrender to it with an open mind.
So I needed an expert, a Shaman, a heart centered man, a healer to whom I had deep trust.
You need this before agreeing being tight of ropes, hanged for 5-6 hours upside down alone in a room without knowing what is happening to you.
For me, all the sessions I did were extremely powerful, all different, & helped me to see parts of myself I knew nothing about in my own psyche and release a lot of past traumas.
It is a whole journey, & something extremely profound happens. I found memories and patterns arising during the session, things I thought I forgot, things that I didn't know were still here kept hidden in parts of my brain. The subconscious mind takes the complete lead. And this is where the deep meditative state happens.
It is accepting to go in a deep vulnerable and surrendered state inside myself, to witness my edges, to witness my deep uncovered shadows . As soon as its tolerated, he knows he can go further on...
You can be 1 meter or 10 meter off the floor, it's the same.
Its an inside AND outer body experience of knowing myself more than just being a physical body or just a mind, as any other meditative practices which leads with time straight to our soul, The Soul.
Is meditation only about sitting still and thinking about nothing?
No, meditation can be found in deep conscious sexuality, in shibari, in staying in nature, in reaching the "zone" as many sportive people sometimes, by singing, repeating mantras or prayers etc...
Meditation is about going to the soul and understanding where we all come from.
Shibari Healing is opening a door in the mind...
Shibari Healing is opening a door in the mind that took me in a space where I felt connected to the sky, to the earth, its jumping in a complete Unknown space, that is about surrender and vulnerability.
Things we were all taught that those were weaknesses and unsafe, but actually it's empowered surrender and going with full consciousness and clear Intention, is where we have hidden a lot of our energy and ressources there.
Is it sexual?
It can be. But it doesn't need to.
Ropes are indeed tight around the sexual organs too, breasts, lingam and yoni, and sexual energy can arise of course. But we work to move this energy. Its not the goal to generate it, and if within a sessionI become aroused, if desires are arising in me or in the shaman, then he takes a break allowing to witness we have this erotic energy moving in us and that is not something to be ashamed or guilty of, but completely natural as we are all sexual beings.
To witness it's coming from ourselves, created by ourselves, so we learn about this beautiful erotic and energy body we live in. And this extremely healing and liberating because it's releasing a lot of fear around our sexuality and it's allowing to be expressed in a healthy way.
We operate in a space where there is no ego, no judgement.
The guide holds a real unconditional loving space where you feel totally safe.